Today I thought of watching a movie to be refreshed and get rid of this bizarre thinking mind. One way or the another people reach to this situation where they feel like changing what they recently are and what lifestyle they are leaving. Mind becomes so dull that it makes us an introvert and we could not notice it earlier.
So I mounted my harddisk partition and sarched in my movie directory and found this movie "Letters From Iwo Jim[2006]". Movie title made some sense and I opened it. The movie was in Japaneese language so I needed to go through the subtitles.
I am not here to talk about the movie because I stopped watching it after 3 minutes. Arround the three minute time one of the actor said
" We soldiers dig. This is the hole that we dig and we die in. We dig this for our whole life".
Right at the moment my mind which I thought would be refreshed after watching got a deadlock condition before I started. And I wrote something scrap on my sticky note
which was something like this:
Random Thoughts
"All fight for food and I see this is the only reason that is pushing man to challenge their extreme limits. But did anyone realized that in this bizarre journey of thirst for food have one way or the other laid us to the grave. The road that we are constructing today is letting us to walk our grave. A man who works on a coal mine spends all his life inside that black world of coal where there are some spark of lights which guides them to dig, the mines. But did he ever realized that his life will one day one way or the other will end in that very grave. So what should he work for ? What is he working for? Isn't he working for building his own grave? Isn't he eating every day to wait the last day when he will rest on the same hole he has dogged.
And all I think all these things he earned , all family he raised, all relatives he made are the characters that cover him with the mud when he is helplessly sleeping in the same whole he dug"
And this thing completely changed my mind. Not refreshed but depressed. So I thought the best solution for now is to sleep.













